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Completed Questions: Experimental Group Voice class

Experimental Group Voice, Keith Rowley

  1. 1.How will this activity attract University of Washington students? This activity will attract UW students by being experientially effective. That is, participants will not only know they have been through an exciting event, they will feel it. This course will expand their range of expression, emotion, feeling, and interrelationships, and in so doing, students will be so excited at their growth they will feel compelled to tell others about it.
  2. Why do you want to teach this class? Because I am excited by the expressive and connecting potential of the human voice. And I want to empower people to explore their humanity, their compassion, and their ability to connect the deepest parts of themselves with the deepest parts of others.
  3. What skills and/or knowledge do you hope the students will gain from the activity? Primarily, I hope students will gain trust in themselves and their classmates. I hope they will learn to trust their own ability to express themselves more fully, trust in their power to overcome any fear of expressing themselves, trust in their ability to share themselves fully with others, and trust in the effectiveness of both opening themselves to others, and being open with others. I hope they learn that by being open to others, by listening to others, and by being committed to the process, they will create something larger than they can alone.
  4. What exercizes will the students participate in? Exercises will include visualization (controlling their emotions), meditation (getting in touch with their emotions), breathing (controlling their voices), calisthenics (enabling a wider range of expression), communication and listening (opening themselves to others), and vocalizing, employing various musical elements such as rhythm, melody, harmony, dissonance, tone/timbre, volume/amplitude, texture (monophonic, polyphonic), etc.
  5. What supplies and/or equipment will the student need to provide? Just their self, their voice, and an open mind, heart, and ears.
  6. What supplies will the student receive? Perhaps some printed inspirational resources, and/or audio CDs.
  7. Please describe your background in this area and your teaching/training background. I have been singing since before I can remember. My family of seven sang rounds together in the car all the time. I have sung in choirs starting in seventh grade, and made the Texas All-State Choir in 1981. I have 20 years experience singing semi-professionally. I have also been teaching at the college level since 2000, and am currently teaching at Bellevue Community College.

Stress, Problems, Writing to Feel Better (and listening to Kate!)

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Aerial
By Kate Bush
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Working late at Vision Wise. Hectic week, never being able to get caught up in encoding duties. Worked almost full-time this week. About time, really. I really need to go full time here– need the money… And i really like working here. Good people. Even Dylan, who’s pretty short with everybody, at least is intelligent and gets over himself pretty quickly when he DOES lose it.

M’s working a Xmas party with/for Philamena tonight in Highland Park. She’s had a rough day, rushing around, leaving her phone AND her wallet at Ross Dress for Less. Luckily they found both (phone was in dressing room, wallet at checkout counter), so i went by and picked them up.

I am really proud of M, though. She’s really hanging tough here in Dallas. She has really been my pillar of strength up until like last week, when i finally started to feel a bit “at home” here. She is just so much better at change, at adapting to change, than i am. Especially BIG change– and our move to Dallas is the biggest change we’ve ever encountered together.

So, i sorta had a few breakdowns last week and the week before– anxiety, depression. Anxious about work and money, depressed about being lonely, not feeling at home in Cheryl’s house, etc. And had a pretty major meltdown last weekend: got food poisoning, had been eating really bad stuff like fast food, sugar, etc. Crap. Stayed home Friday the 2nd, a week ago, ‘cuz i’d been up all night shitting and puking. And in pain. All over.

And then the breakdown.

But enough of that bummer stuff. Suffice to say i’ve not felt better in Dallas in the two months we’ve been up here. This was a good week. It’s nice to feel needed, like at work here… And Aaron’s invited me and M to a party at his house tomorrow night… looking forward to that.

But that will be after Cheryl’s Holiday Yoga Social tomorrow early evening. I’ll be massaging people there, for donations. I really need to think about what i’m going to do… Anything special? I really liked Vivian’s hot rocks. Made for a sweet and quick relaxer for a 15-minute massage. First place the stones on the back, on the back of the knees. Then use some of them to massage thru the clothes. When she did me it was nice. I didn’t quite feel that I had the hang of it the one massage i did at the chili cook-off…

And that’s another thing i’ve been feeling a bit anxious about: my massage. I’m just feeling very unsure of myself and of my massages these days. I think the experience with Wli and Gb kinda scarred me a bit. I felt *rushed* there, a bit stiff. Especially the first hour, with Wli. The second one, with Gb, was definitely better, but still not quite right.

And it didn’t help that Wli had the Financial Channel on FULL BLAST, with that LOUD-ASS M*F* young (apparently hot property) stock advisor screaming his head off (“TIME WARNER??? THEY’RE A FANTASTIC BUY RIGHT NOW!!! SNATCH UP AS MANY SHARES AS YOU CAN!!!), and throwing desk chairs around the stage, busting them up, as an all-male crowd “WOOF!!!”s him on.

Cheez. Yeah, i guess i’m probably a bit scarred from that one alright.

OK. Better now…

This new Kate Bush is pretty mellow. Nothing very weird like “Big Stripey Lie” from the Red Shoes or “Waking the Witch” from Hounds of Love, or “Leave It Open” from the Dreaming. Which kinda bums me out, really. I LIKED her wierd, more experimental stuff. The most daring thing on this album (well, besides the fact that it’s a two-disc set) is the really cool birdsong/human twitter blend on side two. VERY cool. But also a bit too subtle, and just plain not ENOUGH of it. I suppose she’s all grown up now, and happy in her motherhood and the simple things in her family life. Well, damn good for her! To Kate! (“to Kate!”)

…just a life update

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Oranges & Lemons
By Xtc
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- Chalkhills and Children – -

Hi again… Good way thru 2005 now, my life’s fairly changed past nine mo. or so… no more TAMUCC, now working with M running a fancy boutique, MerciBella. By May i shd be a legal massage therapist.

We’re in a new house (a *real* house) now, with a guest bedroom, full sized kitchen and bath, a den, a huge back yard, a nice front yard… very so happy, home-like. I’ve likewise been selling off my old audio gear, and simplifying all my technology shite… got a new MacMini (typing on it now!), adding memory and firewire hard drives. Got a new Pentax Optio-X 5MP digital camera (my third generation now, and getting better all the time).


Just posted three songs to CorpusMusic.com. Been a long time since i’ve had any of my music online (ever since c|net bought out MP3.com and effectively *killed* free, democratic music on the internet).

So, i’m gonna try posting some of my pictures from Flickr.com here:

Well, it looks like that’s not gonna work (some code in there to show a few of my Flickr.com photos on this page)… So, just go HERE for my Flickr.com photos!

Simplicity.

Simple. A simple Christmas. A simple life. I appreciate simplicity. Especially since i don’t feel like my life is simple.
Just too many things going on. My full-time Mac Manager job; my two classes that equal a half-time job. At least we don’t have the Lotus Cup any more. While we’ve still got loose ends dangling from what’s left of the Cup, at least it’s not open any more.
I keep wishing i had time for creativity– for music, for visual art, for video. I’m hoping i don’t need to keep re-creating my Graphic Design class every semester, but the field keeps changing. It’s so caught up in technology that there’s just no avoiding that change, especially from an education standpoint. That is, I am paid to stay abreast of current Graphic Design technology, and to be able to share that technology with my students. It is quite a challenge.
Must keep asking myself, “what do i want?” That keeps me in touch with the basics, with simplicity. I’m sure i need to focus.
Was watching TechTV’s ScreenSavers show and a lady was on demoing Final Cut. I was fascinated. M asked, “why don’t you go to film school?” Hmmm… I’d not really thought of that, but that would be pretty dang cool…